LUAHAN HATI

assalamualaikum to all muslims and hello to non-muslims,

luahan hati . 

it is something that is very rare for me to write it in here .

well because, i am not a person who publish everything i feel especially when i am not flattered .

in the other words, i seldomly tell others about the things that make me upset .

word seldom has different meaning with never word .

of course, as a human being, i cant swallow everything on my own .

nobody cant .

can you ?

just, i dont like to be someone's burden .

last two days,

i had a very bad hair-day for me seriously .

unappreciated,

is what i felt .

people claims that they never see gloomy face of mine .

that is so not true .

its just, u were not running into me when i had that face actually .

and today,

i am supposed to be like, wow !

sorry .

it had fail .
it so hard to explain why .

i will be away for quiet some time .

i do happy for this holly journey .

because not everyone got his kind of chance .

but, i am puzzled of myself .

and yet, i cant figure it out .

astaghfirullah ,,,,,

dear ALLAH ,,,,

i am the most despicable one .

thanks dear Mr. H for coming by .

i really appreciate your effort by coming to me .

thank you very much .

thank you for these things :

 seriously, i will be needing this much as that place is some droughty place

the itsy-beadsy diary for me to write in my journey for two weeks
he got one too

i gave him one . for men . :)

p/s : seriously, i feel like i want to do almost everything before i am going