first of all ,
mcm byk aje things dat i wanna do .
the biggest event dat i realirealirealirealireali excited about is ;
PARAMORE IS COMING TO SPORE !
i tried to win 2 tickets from fly.fm
( http://www.flyfm.com.my/ads/paramore/ ) , but
in a zillion of people, can i be the lucky 1 ?
it is worth to try kn ?
in the mean time, i shud check out its real price .
eh wait, check dlu pasport expired bile ...
second of all ,
yesterday mom gave me 200 bucks .
eh ? pelik ni .
oooh , mak suruh update buku akaun .
patutlah sis ana msg ,
" wei, apesal mak tgh2 mlm td tny psl bk ac cimb ko ? mak ngigau eh "
tp buku x jmpe pun, hm maybe kat utm la tu .
tp hampehnye, mak :
" err..nak balek duit tu "
hahaha alasan = nak duit besar .
bukan usually people wants small change ke ?
third of all ,
sometimes, aku berfikir .
how will it be if im accepted to study
SENI HALUS DAN FOTOGRAFI .
teringat tahun 2008 ,
aku ke shah alam untuk interview .
fyi, drawing is my greatest hobby .
hm, used to kot .
sbb since i was in utm ,
i almost forgot how to draw .
people praised me dat im gifted ,
dat how creative im .
geli je, ak x la gifted pn ,
minat . dats the most appropriate word .
they gimme fully support to get involve in any art thing .
n i hv kept dreaming to join any art school .
dreaming to enter some overseas art school .
but it was just a wonderful daydream .
matrix day, was the starter of segale kacaubilau .
boleh dikatakan zmn kejatuhanku .
( geli je )
hal ini sering bermain di dlm fikiran .
hv u ever feel too-aware n too-afraid to fall ,
just becoz people around u put the highest hope onto ur shoulder ?
ia bukan sesuatu beban bg ku ,
tp ... things turn up to be too difficult when i cant achieve their highest hope .
then, to make it bitterer , they started to compare u with others .
sains hayat .
dat is not my purity .
not my course .
not my choice .
im more into physics .
but when i try to be a gud daughter ,
this disasterous thing happened .
aku tak boleh bawak .
i dunno . *sigh
i dun blame anyone but me, myself .
becoz of this thing , my interview was a failure .
but, it was 1 of my best experience thou .
i hv to draw a weird yet interesting masterpiece for only an hour .
i hv the chance to meet the artistic people .
i even hv the chance to see people's masterpieces !
which were so awesome !
then, when i got in here, utm .
i got to forget all that .
not forget but keep it in the save side of my lil cute brain .
a few months earlier was a difficult time for me .
yalah, budak hayat belajar fizik .
there r only 2 among us y people around us kept asking,
" kenape kau bole join course ni eh ? "
its me n sarah .
n i just smiled n laughed n shrudded .
i accepted it as a challenge .
tp kdg2, hati sayu melihat bebudak FAB ( fakulti alam bina )
kehulur hilir bwk diorang pnye case y besa tu .
lihat mereka lepak di studio .
lihat mereka berseniseni .
ada juga rakan mengajak lepak di studio .
mereka mmg kerap stay up siapkan projek di studio .
tp, tak pergi2 juga .
seganlah hehe .
eh, dah menyimpang jauh betul .
see, when i got to remmber all the past things ,
smpai esok pn x habis .
now, im a positive thinker .
what past is past .
my future is about art no more ,
but its about ENGINEERING .
kdg sayu jugak nak menjawab pertanyaan longlostfriends :
" eh, syg nye, nape ko x involve architecture ? "
check out me n my sis's faces in yr 2006 .
ana kurus lagi, belum kahwin .
n aku pulak terkangkang .
p/s : lets listen to enrique iglesias ~
n to muhamad syazwan mahat, happy birthday~
i am truely sorry for all my past behavior on u .
yeah i still remember .
lets start our new lives =)))