12 March 2010

ENTRY PALENG X BESH


ni nak start camne ni ?
start dgn bacaan
BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM .

aku mmg bodoh .
ye .
tajuk entri kali ini .
ape pandang2 ?
ini kire baik a ak just ckp bodoh .
n ade ke ak ckp ko y bodoh ?
ak ckp ak .
mcm status fb ak skank ni .

" people will see it as a normal thing when guys r cursing, but why does people narrow their eyes down to girls who r cursing ? cuz i feel to do so . so plis widen ur little tiny brain . let it be out of the box . get concious bout ur surrounding bai ! u dont live alone in dis small world . "

hm , lately ,
a lot of things had happened .
i might say it is almost bad things la .
actually,
dah byk kali ak nak post pasal kesemua2 y berlaku tu .
tp, asek in draft n xpost2 .

tadi test .
bodoh giler nak mampos seriously shit aku .
mende senang .
aku pakar aje sal tu .
even past yr lagi susah .
siap ade byk mase lebih .
siap dah 2,3 kali check .
tp tulah .
bile tuhan nak bg pengajaran .
keluar dewan,
nangis tak henti2 .
xtahu kenapa .
xpernah mcm ni sekali .
siyes .
sampai dakni pun agak panik .
so sori guys .
xdpt bwk kowank kua mkn .
smpai blok terus naik bilik .
gedebum !
katil .
yan called .
pujuk mkn .
tp takpelah yan .
selera x ad lgsung .
dlm hati agak kecewa sbb igtkan dia call .
then decided to called him .
oh bising sekali .
letak phone .
menangis lagi .
dialled mommy's num .
i want my mommy .
ape tgk2 ?
ak ade mak .
suka hati akulah !
ko sebok apesal ?
nak kate ak manje ?
ade ak manje ngan mak ko ?
mak ko ke ?
mak aku oke !
hearing her voice made me even cry harder .
seriously, cant stop .
dunno why .
maybe sbb mende tu sng sgt .
n ak punya byk peluang utk betulkan .
n ak tau sepatutnye mcm mane .
tp ak pn taktau nape ak jwb mcm tu .
dats why i said,
ak bodoh .
the most touched thing dat i heard from mommy .
" takpelah, dah solat belum ? pergi solat dulu, bace yassin, then tido k .
tido aje terus . jgn pk ape2 . tido aje . nanti ahad mak dtg . "
sebenarnye nak balek after oc test dis saturday .
tp mak xbagi .
hari ahad ade my cousin's wedding .
kat tmn johor jaya .
sbb tulah mak xbg balik .
sbb mak nak mai jb .
tunggu pnye tunggu .
lame sgt tugu .
at last, got the needy fon call .
agreed to meet .
sbb perut dah saket sgt .
angin masuk .
biler bgn, una bg roti canai .
oh tersentuh .
ke mekdi jumpe hidir .
my classmate dulu .
hai hidir ! ko bc blog ak ye .
dah, bc senyap2 aje .
takmo tegur lagi mcm td .
ak xske owg gitawu ak y die bc blog ak .
haha ! plik kn .
bia ah !
then, tersentuh lagi .
hidir : eh, kenape mate ko bengkak sgt ni ?
hm .
dah la .
takde mud dah .
aku nak stady oc .
sape nak teman ?
cuz i really2 need 1 rite now .
need a shoulder to cry on .
need a soft hand to rub my back .
need a friend who understand .
i do hv a lot .
but i really need the 1 who ...
ntah dah speecles .
babai .

p/s : paklee ckp ak umo dah xpanjang .
hm .

2 comments:

  1. kalau tangan aku panjang susuk, dah lama aku comfort kan kau, aku ajak pg jrobic sambil suruh pidot buat lawak bangang.
    kalau aku gf anak president-of-which-state-idk, dah lama aku beli private jet fly pg skudai kejap je sbb esok ade cultural day kena balik hari, aku bagi kau air soy-talk (rase mcm kau suke air tu, rasee nye lah) chill dear! nanti bln 7 g tgk twilight,kalau kau minat lah kan sbb aku suke gilerrrrr, okayy xberjaya comfortkan kau pun.

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  2. berjaye !
    hee malumalu,
    entry ni cam bongok aje ak kn .
    aha~ twilight ! go edward ! go edward ! =D

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