15 November 2009

. S I L E N T . S H O U T . = SADISKAN ?



SILENT . SHOU T !

pe0ple olways said, SHARING IS CARING .
i d0 like to share . i olways share a lot of st0ries wif my dearest fwen .
n i would like t0 do tha same wif him .
however, i cant totally shared wif him .
do u noe why ?
becoz, SEJARAH HITAM .
oke, i admit dat i still tengiang2 lagi hal y dye wat kat aku dulu .
n becoz of dat, i became scared .
scared to giv out all of my comitment onto him .
becoz i dowanna get frustrated again .
the seken thing is, aku da byk kli sebut ttg hal ini kat beliau .
its a really smal yet remeh thing anymway,
aku still terase dgn ape y beliau lakukan itu .
ini kerana, he kept doing it all over n over n over n over again .
sometimes, i kept thingking,
aku ni mengade sgt ke sbb sket2 na trase, n majuk .
tp, aku xkan berbuat sebegitu rupe jikalau beliau tidak kept doing it .
im tired of it .
n last nait, i blowed it up onto him .
i kept dis thing in ages .
sampai aku boler berfikir,
kalau beliau boleh melakukan sebegitu rupa ke atas ak,
kenapa aku tidak ?
teruk kan aku ?
sampai boleh berfikir sebegitu rupa,
which means, AM I A REVENGER ?
haih .
so, what did he do actly ?
BIARLAH RAHSIA .
y penting, last nait,
we talked .
but im not totally satisfied actly .
why ?
becoz i prefer to meet 4 eyes in discussing dis kind of matter .
but, what t0 do .
he was on the bus,
on his way to tganu visiting the petronas plant there .
he promised me dat he will change .
hm ... perlu ke aku percaye dgn janji2 beliau .
sbb beliau kept doing it .
i dunno .
dats why, aku mcm mls mahu kol beliau .
mls mahu msg beliau .
mls even t0 keep in touch wif him .
n mls mahu share anyting wif him,
becoz of his bad respond .
yang menbuatkan aku menjadi sgt tidak bersemangat utk bercerite .
pdhal, pd mulenye,
aku sgt beriye .
ops, tercakap what did he do .
=P
dunno laa...
somebody...help me !


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